SO.....First day as a civillian just happens to be one of the worst days ever for Brandon..starts off like normal 4:20 am wake up (for him not me anymore..thank god) then he is summoned to "thoroughly clean" a room he was issued and never used but the civillians insist he cleans it out from the person before...so after a long day, he starts his car and sees that it is STUCK in park, then reverse, then drive...on the way to get it fixed....brandon get in a car accident....not his fault, and he is perfectly fine.....but the first day i am celebrating my freedom and relaxing my poor husband is getting into accidents with a broken car :( i love you brandon im sorry this happened today
Tonight we decided that we are married, and therefore, boring. Not really, but somewhat, we just reflected on how much we used to go out with our friends and how we loved it. Now that our lives are molded together, we have so much fun hanging out together that we forget the rest of the world still exsists. So tonight, hes going to the bar and im going to a party...yes...seperately.....so weird...its not that i dont trust him, of course i do, its just that being in any situation without him is so weird to me, being best friends and married at the same time is the best, except when your seperated cause then i just feel like im floating around alone and fake smiling all the time, who am i supposed to joke with? i know we'll have so much fun i just hope that its so painful we dont have to do it again haha.
Today i received my orders to be relieved from my "military duties" for ten days i will just be present at my current unit, no use to anyone just smiling away. I'm so scared to be a civillian now, i've been in the army since i was 17 and im not sure how to do anything else not that i was particularly good at the army! lol, but i still think it will take some serious getting used to and i wont know how to wear my hair down for a good month :) im going back to california for a little bit, once my third trimester starts i wont be able to fly so i want to get the hello's out of the way and see how the fam is doing :) i cant wait!
